Imbolc

We celebrate Imbolc last night. It was very beautiful to share this with my daughter F. A is still to young and was sleeping when we did our ritual. I will say it again it was just beautiful, F was amazing. She did well with sitting still and visualizing what I told her to. She is turning 7 in March and I can see the changes happening now. This is her drawing of Bridget, she has fire hair and is helping the plants grow.

The few days leading up to Imolc we have been reading a few stories, at bed time, from Circle Round. One was about the Goddess Bridget and two kids that call in her to bring spring, but they must do something to help her first. It's a beautiful story that we will be reading every year. The other story was about the goddess Cerridwen and how everything is connected and one.

The day before Imbolc we had our weekly co-op group come over. We listened to a story about Bridget from PookaPages . Then we drew a picture about a wish or intention we would like to come true this spring. F first drew a picture of money "for mommy" she said, then of a chihuahua. She really wants her own dog. Then we got a flower pot of earth and placed a flower bulb ,with our wishes, inside the pot. Then we covered it with earth. I wish I would have gotten photos of this, but I was busy spending time with everyone and directing the project. The night of Imbolc we placed a candle in the pot and did a small ritual to visualize our wishes.

I had F first relax an clear her mind using the Peaceful Piggy technique, as she likes to call it. Then I told her to imagine a circle on the ground, around us and the table, that this circle was to keep out anything bad or negative and only let in the good and positive. Then we pictured the elements in our mind; the earth which we stand on and grows trees and food for us. The air and sky which has the clouds and birds and give us breath. The water which we swim and drink to feel good. Then the fire, which we respect, that gives us warmth, is the sun, and cooks our food. Last spirit which is our heart and brings love and joy to us and those we love. Then we pictured the goddess Bridget and asked her to watch over us.

It helped that we had read stories from Circle Round and the one from co-op, in order to visualize her. We then looked into the flame and imagined our wishes coming true and that spring would come a little sooner. We sat thinking about this for a few minutes. When F was ready we thanked the goddess for listening to our wishes. Then we thanked the earth, air, water, and fire for all the things they do for us. That we live by them and thank you. Then F wanted to just cuddle up in my lap and stare at the flame talking to Bridget. She was precious. She asked me all day, "when is Bridget coming" I guess she took this as her coming. Which is not what I was intending, but exactly what a ritual is about. 

I took a photo opportunity of her cuddling. After she was done, we opened the circle by picturing it blowing away. Then we read the book Annie and The Wild Animals. It's about a little girl, set in winter, who's cat goes missing and she is trying to befriend other wild animals to be her new pet. Untill spring comes and ... shh spoiler.... The cat comes back with kittens.

I feel so blessed to be able to finally be able to share this with my daughter. She is at a the age where she is questioning "magic" she sees in movies or books and wants to know the real stuff. I explained to her magic is like wishing, we sit and think about something we really want. Like spring to come, a friend to feel better, ourselves to feel better, something we need or even want. This was the perfect first ritual to introduce "real" magic to her.

Mommies Journey Part 2

Part 2 of my journey to bettering myself. It took me a bit to get back to this topic.

As I said in my previous post I am going on a journey to become a better parent, wife and friend. So another habit I am trying to change is waking up before the kids in the morning to get some time to myself. My husband leaves for work at 4am and does not come home till after 8pm, Monday though Friday.  At about 6:30 A will wake up and around 7-8 F wakes up. F does have a "please stay in your room till 8" rule, but she seldom follows it. They are both usually down for bed at 8pm. When my husband gets home I try and spend a little time with him before he passes out (usually right away). So mornings are my only alone time. For me getting up in the morning before the girls is a challenge. I prefer to sleep in, but if I do I know I will be cranky for not getting to do something I would like to do by myself. Like post blogs, listen to an audio book or podcast. Check Facebook LOL! I also have been trying to abstain from my phone and internet from 8am till 3pm. Its a little encouragement to get up to be able to do those things in the morning. It also has been helping me actually be there with my kids.

Another thing that is helping me is after I read though the FlyLadys book Sink Reflections. I used to subscribe to her emails back in the day, but they became to over whelming and then we moved in with my in laws and my whole cleaning schedule shifted to how my MIL likes it. I actully got this book in a very good time. My MIL and I got into a "debate" about my cleaning habits vs hers, and this book is helping me keep a neutral happiness in the house. I did decide her schedule in the book was not going to work with being a homeschooling mama. I finally learned to not let that mold me and to make it mold to me. I made my own rhythm instead of a schedule. This is my Mommies Morning, Weekly Blessing and Evening Rhythms that I put in my "planner" that I always carry with me. Feel free to use this if you like, I will try and add a PDF later, if you would like to print them out.

       

I place these in the front of my binder, as it is usually the first place I go to check to see what lessons we are doing that day. I put them in plastic protector sheets and check them off with a dry erase marker. If you do this get the heavy weight protectors as they can stand up to the use and the markers. The thinner ones are hard to wipe the marker off of at the end of the night. For markers I like these as they are low odor and have a magnet, so I can slip then under the rings and they stay stuck to the metal part of my binder.

One big thing that is getting me up easier is getting my clothes laid out the night before. I used to hate this cause I always thought I would change my mind anyways. So far I have not changed my mind at all. I look ahead to the weather for the next day, what I will be doing and if I am leaving the house or not. Another thing is putting on shoes right away, I have a pair of tennis that and now dubbed my house shoes, cause we done wear shoes in the house. They have also been helping me from wanting to naps and keep me going all day. This is another thing I was apposed to but its really working. Sometimes I don't fully finish my list, but I don't let it get to me, or keep me from doing it tomorrow. 

Now in order for me to actually get up and not hit the snooze button ... I will share in another post, gotta get going now. My box from our csa is calling me to go pick it up!